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please refer to posts from a month ago and hear me when I say, “I told you so.”
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So, I’m starting a new blog.
Don’t worry, you three people who actually read this one, I’m not deleting this one. However, I won’t be posting as much on here. If at all. I just kinda want one that isn’t so much about my days are, and this one already is too much like that to start over. And I don’t want to delete it. Soooo, hello new blog.
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dum spiro spero- while I breathe, I hope.
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Bandwagon
As a side note, I love Megan Fox now. I didn’t like her before, but not because my boyfriend lusts after her. It’s because whenever the media or people around me make big deals about something or someone, I automatically hate it. Then, I find out that I like them on my own terms, not because everyone is freaking out about it.
Key points:
Eminem, Megan Fox, Lady Gaga, Miley Cirus, photography, the Beatles, eyeliner, and Transformers.
Just sayin’, I’m my own person, and I hate jumping on the bandwagon.
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“just gonna stand there and watch me burn; well, that’s all right because I like the way it hurts”
“I love the way you lie” with Eminem and Rhianna is my favorite song for the moment. I watched the music video on Vevo (awesome app) with Ray this weekend, and didn’t think I would like it because Rhianna is stupid, butttttt it’s amazing. Plus, it has Megan Fox and Dominic Monaghan in it, who are both extremely attractive and are pretty great together on screen.
ANYWAYS, I had a pretty amazing weekend with my boyfriend. He came to MY house this time, instead of me going to his. Finally. The days were filled with Braveheart, The Da Vinci Code for PS2, scrabble, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and Ray making pottery for the first time.
Before he left this morning, I sprayed the stuffed animals he has bought for me over the past ten months with his cologne. I’m torn between being excited to go to bed to snuggle with the animals and being sad because
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4644.) I love you and I tell you that every single day. I just don’t know how to show it, and sometimes it makes me worry you’re going to leave me for someone who can.
(via blogconfession)
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pheromones. ♥
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We’re in a freefall into future. We don’t know where we’re going. Things are changing so fast, and always when you’re going through a long tunnel, anxiety comes along. And all you have to do to transform your hell into a paradise is to turn your fall into a voluntary act. It’s a very interesting shift of perspective and that’s all it is … joyful participation in the sorrows, and everything changes.
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“‘Cause everybody loves a winner…
so nobody loves me.”
“Maybe This Time” with Kristen Chenoweth and Lea Michele is playing on my “Happy Listenin’” playlist. ANYWAYS, I am super duper excited because I just found out that Spring Awakening is coming to the Tennessee Theater two days before my twentieth birthday. ADFGHOSODDNKEHAOOADH (happiness). I AM SO MOTHER EFFIN’ EXCITED. Thank you, Jordan Leek, for telling me!!!! I love broadway, but Spring Awakening has been one of my favorites for awhile now. Plus, Lea Michele and Jonothan Groff were in it before they starred in Glee…. I’m so happy. ;D
Well, I have been packing everything I just painstakingly unpacked into my bathroom, because I’m getting a new floor tomorrow. I suppose I should be grateful, but my boyfriend just so happens to be coming to spend the weekend with me tomorrow… so the timing couldn’t be worse. =[
As a side note, I have been trying to be a bit more optimistic person… which for everyone who knows me in the least little bit is going to be a challenge. I’ve even started buying bright colored clothing… which has been a bit hard because I tend to wear black. But I mean, seriously, things could be worse. For reals… I’ve basically been given a whole second chance. I’m starting over from a disastrous year. I have a little, tiny bit of money in the bank. I have all the classes I wanted. I have a great boyfriend. I live with the love of my life again (Herby, my ten year old chihuahua.) I’m starting to get my old friends back, and I have a car (still working on the licence part.) I just got an Xbox. [:D] I’ve taken a step back from caring about people who have continuously done me wrong. I’ve been sitting back and just let karma take over. Which is actually a lot more fun.♥
